Sadness...

To all my viewers...tell me what things can i do for this situation which i called "a no chance anymore"...how could this problem been to me over and over again....u know..i like her when i am form 1 i keep try and try...been all this years...but the answer always still the same...do i need really to try out something which make she more attentive on me more...should i? Maybe true...i should give it try for 3 months..maybe miracle will happen..on me....and i also hope god will help me to succeed my dream which i wan she become my future wife...cause i am depress and absolutely seriously like her...no matter how many girls i had been through she is kinda special...