A long long time...

This time nothing new...still the same feeling about her...over and over again..haiz..when only will this feeling will be crush or depleted...she always number 1 for me...no matter what....so thats...all nothing much can write...until got any new message from her...but i think i got a girl who try to get know me more...hehe....but nothing like her..she is totally different...bye


signing off,
Alvin.

A long long time...

Sadness...

To all my viewers...tell me what things can i do for this situation which i called "a no chance anymore"...how could this problem been to me over and over again....u know..i like her when i am form 1 i keep try and try...been all this years...but the answer always still the same...do i need really to try out something which make she more attentive on me more...should i? Maybe true...i should give it try for 3 months..maybe miracle will happen..on me....and i also hope god will help me to succeed my dream which i wan she become my future wife...cause i am depress and absolutely seriously like her...no matter how many girls i had been through she is kinda special...

Do i had a chance again...

Today is my lucky day...at last she talk to me...i was so happy...since we dint talk for a very long time...she smile to me and talk joke to me which make me wanna go further than as a friend...but in the other hand i have to plan it very carefully...just not to repeat my same mistake...again...this time...i think i have a 40% success..this time...hope she give more confident...on me..all the best alvin...u can done it this time...